Why isit always my fault if something goes wrong? I'm the one who always gives in yet I always getting blamed for all the shit that happens. Its totally unfair! I thought this is the place where im supposed to feel warm. I really need to move out or get everyone im surrounded by to go away to somewhere I cant see, hear or feel them. Fuck it la! like tts ever going to happen. Am totally pissed with the shit happening around me. From today things are going to change ill only do what I want to do and if anyone make me do stuff I don't want to i'll.. I dunno what ill do yet but ill think of something..soon. now im just depressed. Id almost rather runaway then stay here but I cant coz..I just cant. Mixed emotions. Now I just feel like killing someone. I hate this feeling. I just really want to be somewhere else. Just as long as its not here! -yasmin- *ilu